Soooo.. here I am, this is me.. therez no where else i'd rather be.. more so after I so horribly blew my civil's prelim exam. I can't go anywhere in public where anybody might know me and also know that I've given the exam. People don't remember simple things like my doggie's name or what i'm studyin etc but they do remember that i gave civils and they'll never lose a chance to ask "to kaisa raha exam? aah.. tumhara to achchaa hi hua hoga". Well.. i dunno.. i see the sarcasm dripping everywhere!! AAARRRGGHH!!!
I've got another chance at law and i'm taking it. Law faculty here i come. entrance exam is on 15 june. hope i don't bungle up this one.
well.. after the exam i've been left with sum side effects..
for one i think that i'm kinda pregnant. that's the only rational explanation for my unusual chocolate cravings. its all my fault i agree. but i didn't expect the addiction to linger on for so long. Well.. i used to drink gallons of hot chocolate at odd hours while studying. Now i'm simply hallucinating about rum chocolates and bitter ones, almond ones.. aaarrrgghh.. m hallucinating even while writing about them!!! I had for so long dreamt of eating a couple of DBCs but now i'm still stuck in Delhi while my mom is enjoying all the DBCs in b'lore!!! :( koi gal ni.. atleast it's kinda helpin me lose some of my exam weight :D
also all my known hobbies seem to have vapourised. i have no idea how to spend my break time. i used to go online and chat away. but now i don't even do that!!! i don't even read novels anymore- u know the normal fat paperbacks!!! I read EPW instead and Enid Blyton's Chimney corner stories!!! I dunt have any problem reading Enid Blyton.. its reading EPW that bothers me.
and the worst of all.. i speak statistics and figures. in normal life if anybody spoke to me the way i do now, my reaction would be a simple "go get a life!!" its like as if i've memorised an entire encyclopedia and put on a freak show.. spitting out figures and statistics!!! It has become sort of an obsession now. i've gotta know how much the govt spent on what? how many people shop in malls and regular grocery stores? how many people travel by metro, dtc bus, blueline bus and autos on a daily basis........................... bla bla bla..
okk.. whteva.. m bak.. yipeee :|